& I thought you were serious

You constantly play with my emotions. Play with my heart. Telling me you need me, then later, its you leaving me. I really thought it was gonna be different. Urgh . You wanna put me second? I don't wanna take the second spot. I wanna be the first. The one & only. No other spot. What did I ever do wrong to have you ever treat me this way. Telling me shes just a friend. I have eyes, I can see its 'bestfriends'. I know. I'm not dumb. Sigh ... You owe me a big explanation .